Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Obama won the election but I haven’t passed this fucking course yet. ..

Why everyone thinks it is gonna be better for Iran since Obama got the office? LMAO

I am not in mood to make intellectual notes..it is just some random stuff.

Life is going on smoothly. I have learnt a lot. Some hard lessons that brought me into my knees but I rose up again. Fucking hell… was it really worth of my tears and the pain I was causing myself? I just figured out… nothing comes easy… I am just learning not to be the fool I was. I gave up trusting people. There is no need for trust when you are not sharing anything. I will keep my heart for myself… screw the rest.

Just sometimes I am bothered by the fact that how I possibly loved someone who is the unique symbol of assholeness? I am still doubtful whether he helped me afterwards to feel less guilty or he is really a good guy… On the other hands, I could not be so wrong for such a long time... or they say love is blind.. To be honest I really didn’t give him much either...so we are even now?!!

Grey Amsterdam...there are still some lovely stuff in it… some cute smart rugby players(never knew they are making any of them!).. ja ja ja..I am loving it… wish could get more of it..but I am afraid I am gonna fall in love…then it is gonna be the same old story..crying worried Tee!

I am going to see my folks sometime soon ..First wanna see “M”..fucking bastard .. I miss him so much..

Life is merely good.

Thanks people… friends and everyone!

I will dance on the graves of those who make me unhappy…

16 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

love is like alcohol. it should be limited to the leisure time or you'll become hooked up.
Addictions like this don't have a place in modern adult life.

P.S: I liked the screw the rest part. SCREW the world

12:33 PM  
Blogger Spooky Witch said...

you know I love your comments.. as I remember you once compared love or children to pubic hair that they re there but u should remove them...you are so right.. this addiction should be avoided!!

1:14 PM  
Blogger Vikram said...

LOL – don’t deny your take on love or life, over time in a weird way you would learn to enjoy both – don’t fight what comes naturally. Bang the bastard, enjoy time with folks. I do believe in bringing about the change about self the change you want to see in life, time would tell what Obama stands for – definitely better then a warmonger – if US has anything to fear about its their own presidents..lol, the world goes on. love your work.

1:37 PM  
Blogger Spooky Witch said...

Oh Vic, life is all black and white here.. but you made your point. Carpe diem!
I have nothing against Obama,just don't believe miracles happen.not at least in American foreign policies!

1:55 PM  
Blogger Alireza said...

oh, what is with the girls and muscles boys:))
I think whatever I say will not make you to think any differ! but I think you are happy, so that is good!:)
I like chelo kabab in bazar also better than sandwich-i of uptown.
that place I was passing by just by accident!!:)
one more thing, Obama or Bush, we Iranians should become better and smarter in deciding their own destiny, those make no differences! my opinion of course!
someone said, ey kash man ham rugby player bodam:)))

12:20 AM  
Blogger Spooky Witch said...

Oh.. Alireza.. why they are not good?this one happens to have a head over his shoulder..but it aint going anywhere:(
Oh sandwich down town chi hasti haji?lol.. I miss all those crappy places in down town Tehran!
I am pro my own conspiracy theories, that middle east is always the victim of political games and corrupted politicians!
Thanks for dropping by you.
Tee
Ps:I am not happy, I am just learning how to live without thinking too much!

2:05 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

there will be no diffrence between bush and obama polices

3:14 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey kiddo....I didn't know you were going through such a rough time. I know it sounds lame, but you will find someone else (and someone better, I guarantee!).

I have to say I would like to find this fellow and mete out some Kentucky justice on his #$$...I don't like anyone causing you pain.

Take care of yourself over there, and don't let this get you down! Persian New Year is coming up, so you gotta be ready to party ;)

Mark

11:03 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Was that you on the webcam on BBC persian today?

1:17 PM  
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10:35 PM  
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6:47 AM  
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:)

7:53 AM  
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1:31 PM  
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