Sad sad realities

Casualties from cartoon protestions in islamic countries exceed the casualties from USA operations in Afghanistan and Iraq.(little bit of Sarcasm)Also I have to remind you those people got killed from suicide bombing in Iraq and Palestine.
Last uptodated news: least 11 die in Nigeria Cartoon protestions.
I don't know it is funny or a disaster.
Due to this incident which Dick Cheney was involved,and he caused a injury to someone in a hunting expedition.Media in USA and cartoonists just rip the ass out off him .Such a funny and hilarious TV shows and caricatures and some were too offensive but I didn't hear anyone sued anyone or anyone got killed.We muslims are going the wrong way.Just killing eachother or holding rallies for a cartoon after three monthes of it is publishment date sounds so paradoxical.I don't mean that offending people because of their religion,race and nationality is something to be appreciated.I am profoundly against it.But the point is actually those cartoons are the picture of US muslims in their eyes.Bunch of killers and those who don't know the real way of diplomacy.
Bitter realities of being a citizen of a thirld world country.If we want to stop these tragedies to happen we have to expand our limits.Sad sad things happen and some people lose their lives but they even don't know why and what for.

Never again will I taste the raindrops.never again...

I am jealous of certain memories. If I put them into words,they may escape and never return. I don't want them to abandon me too..

I found this photo very beautiful,the mixture of breath taking sunrise and a woman .

A girl in A Box

It turned to a beautiful sunny day out of nowhere. and I enjoyed to go out walking alone by myself. It is sometimes so soothing to think and walk. I kind of felt rejected by my friend.He initiated the shit but he didn't want to continue it. We were like" Sally meets Harry" type. You know people who are so emotionally the same but can't get into a relationship. I thought I have something in my heart for him but it seems he didn't feel the same way. Or maybe he knows that I am a swinger type gal, and he all knew about me cheating on my ex boyfriends and he is not going to buy the shit from me again.
Anyway I wish I could put myself in a box and mail myself to somewhere .Let me know if you have any intention of receiving someone in a box(I felt most unwanted ,unloved ,forgotten and behated)

Test

I had a weblog before but I deleted the blog for some reasons.But blogging seems like a free therapy sessions .I don't have to pay lot's of money to a damned shrink to be heard.At least even if no one gets to read these shit I am putting here ,I feel like I am talking to someone..hehe better than talking to a mirror!!

I will come back soon..