Sunday, March 26, 2006

Iran is the 4th crude oil producer in the world,so imposing sanctions or taking military actions aginst it will impact the oil price drastically.
But this is not what I am concerend about.I am highly worried of unfortunate Iranians who will suffer the outcomes of sanctions or military actions against Iran.Obviously Bush administration is going the same process they went in Iraq,some more hardliners are hitting the drums of war.They will allege some false propaganda aginst iran that iran has some secret programs to make nuclear warheads or already reached the enrichment .
I am so afraid of future.I have finished school.I am looking for a job.Whatever USA is going to do will have high impact on my future as ordinary citizen of this hell hole.If the security council imposes sanctions.Life will get much harder here.I really don't want things happened to Iraqis happen to my people,we don't deserve that..God nothing is worse than begging for lowest levels of needs as healthy water or healthy food and secutiry.I remember oil for food programs .how many iraqi children died?how many people died because
of shortage of medical care..God damned politicians don't know about what their decisons might do to our lives as simple citizens of these behated countries nor my own countrymen know..fuck'em all
All I want is to have peaceful normal life like everyone else.Dating guys,working and making money,perhaps to see the world if I survive.
Life is box of chocolate,pick one and you'll have cruise missile in your ass..(Forest Gump touring around middleeast)

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Happy persian new year.It is newyear holidays here.I call it nervous Norouwz because everything is so screwed over here.(surf the google news and let me know of what re the top ten news about iran!!hehe)This idle life of mine that I am leading is going to get me into mad house.I don't know when was the last time I looked to myself in the mirror.I really look like a spooky witch now!Why I am still here at my pc while the rest of the world is having fun...pew.
I found this very interesting but who gives the rat's fuck??
US military expenditures approximate those of the rest of the world combined, while arms sales by 38 North American companies (one in Canada) account for more than 60 per cent of the world total (which has risen 25 per cent since 2002).
who is the warlord here?Poor Afghani farmer who is starving to death or American cartel.Please let me know if you fight your tears back when you see a one-leged 10 years old afghani kid begging for food.It is too idealistic to want best of everything for everyone but can't we just make some more room for other humanbeings.
Currently chilling with:"Blvd of broken dreams", by Greenday
*****why I can't find cool pics for my blog anymore??

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I need to be doped to sleep!

I have fucked up my sleeping scheduel again.Mighty Ambein pills.Maybe they help me to sleep for little bit.
After watching the movie "Jarhead" I was surprised to see that in a scene the general(I don't remember his rank)just pointed to a picture and told Marines about Saddam has used Nerve gas on Kurds and Iranians.In other scene,one Marine asked his comrades if they knew what was that war about and asked them if they knew where Saddam got all these weapons.His answer was very surprising to me that he said it with such confidence like:"We did.We gave all those weapons to him."
I am astonished to see Hollywood let these things slip from these movies.Talking about USA or West providing Iraq with weapons against Iran used to be a taboo.

This movie was very typical copy of "full metal jacket"despite it was based on true story.But I like hints like I mentioned above about it.

Life officialy sucks.I am tired of reading the books,watching the movies and living them in my mind..everything seems so delusive.
Currently chilling with:Everything changes by Staind