Things are much better when I am lying.No apology needed for mistakes that I make.With lies I earned more respect than I could with honesty .Honesty comes with misery.Cheating eaquals being vigorous .And I am tired of playing the old game.I am tired of saying the same words just to the different people.Telling them they're the only or the're the last..or sometimes the first..it didn't make any difference at all. I tried to win hearts in cost of giving away my soul.I don't feel lonely nor unloved.I am too numb to feel anything.I am going back to my den,where I can think of a day that I will find a better game to play.


10 Comments:
thank u for you insight on my blog.
u lied?to me?? ..oh i cant live anymore my love:))
me had been there & I sometimes go back there since it calms me down. Honesty does not pay anymore. An open heart is a loser. When in Rome act as a Roman they say. If the common language is in Lies then let be it...
P.S: Fantastic piece.
PersianArchitect,You're most welcome
Khanumi,of course I never lied to you(just another lie..maybe I did,I don't remember)
Dr.O2,very true,indeed you expressed it much better than me
that was great! I learned that politics is needed everywhere..the hard way.
Hey, where are your ideals? honesty is so important!
can you live a life without honesty and with lies?
U have spoken of a fresh wound I am still suffering from ;-)
Now you're sounding like Machiavelli. Just keep telling the truth. It feels better in the end and it's so rare these days.
I have been watching the Bush administration positioning themselves for war over the last number of months.
As a concerned global citizen, I am have become increasingly disturbed by the strident tones coming out of Washington and Teheran. I try to do my part, and regularly correspond with Americans online to try and change views.
A few current examples.
http://noleftturns.ashbrook.org/comment.asp?blogID=8438#comments
http://www.blogger.com/publish-comment.do?blogID=15057243&postID=114609628520205046&r=ok
I think we are running out of time. We need Iranian English speakers to appeal directly to the American public through blogs and other forums, to ask them to dissuade the American government from attacking Iran.
You guys need to posting every day on multiple American blogs.
Like here : http://www.nonsensicalravingsbyj...i.blogspot.com/
or here :
http://www.boredsoldier.blogspot.com/
The Iranian and American people need to talk to each other and basically cut Bush and Ahmadinejhad out of the picture.
Far too many Americans still view Iranians as deranged religious terrorists, you guys have got to change that view.
Rodman,thanks and you're right it is the hard way but seems to be the only way to survive!
Daria,I count myself quite as a realist!lost realist!
Dr.O2,what is that made you feel the bittersweet of the lies?
bd49,good to see you back here!Machiavelli??I'll think about it.I can't have good feelings in the end when I feel quite miserable.
Brian Coughlan,good to see such efforts like yours to ease tension in the world.Good luck
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